In August 2023, I self-published—Random Thoughts & F*cked Up Answers—not as a whisper, but as a head-first plunge into the unknown. Then life, as it does, handed me more chaos, more clarity, and a few storylines I didn’t ask for. 

As of January 2026, the revamp is now complete as I relaunched this wee book into a sharper, wittier, and even more unfiltered version of the beast.

My story is far from a fairytale. I grew up with trauma—verbal and physical abuse that left its scars—but it also gave me the whetstone that sharpened my voice to do more than barely survive this life, but to thrive as I cut through the noise.

RTFUA isn’t a ‘wannabe’ memoir—it’s a reckoning wrapped in wit. It’s for the silenced, the dismissed—the ones clawing their way out of the dark—and for the ones that want a wild, mind-bending ride of wordplay.

My mission is to reach those who’ve walked through hell, skipped the pity party, and chose a life of purpose—refusing to live in paralysis—with the hope that I ignite an awakening fire within you.

For everyone else? Buckle up. You will not forsee the twists and turns.

With soul, scars, and unapologetic sass-i-tude,

Monique

Book cover of Random Thoughts & Fcked Up Answers by Monique Arge.
Table of contents for chapters from a book, with titles related to personal growth, psychology, and spirituality.
Contains a humorous, self-deprecating note about intellectual property. Features a poetic reflection on life, memories, and personal experiences.
Discussing themes of mental health, trauma, and personal revival.
Written reflections discussing surveillance, PTSD, and personal trauma.
First-person insights on psychological injury, lived experience and reflects on personal feelings and thoughts.
Text exploring post-traumatic stress, and individual suffering.
Open book with two pages of text, discussing a tense, emotional moment between a teenager and their father.
Narrative passages addressing oversight, long-term stress responses, and emotional harm.

Royal Hell Chapter

Bold, playful tone, discussing emotional struggles and inner conflict.
Encouraging and reflective text about gratitude, faith, and personal growth.
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We never know how One’s hourglass is built—nor when One’s last spec of sand will fall. This is why I live with mindful respect and gratitude for each moment.
— Monique Arge